What to do?

Many questions in mind.
Don't know what to do!
Don't know whom should I ask!
Not able to move on..

Looking ahead for a bright future
But swinging between my past and present..

I expect some miracle to happen..
My brain says "I'm a fool!"
My heart says "Your life will change like the way you wanted it to be!"

I always feel God is with me,
I never lost my faith
I still hope.. for the good to happen
Sometime later, some day, I expect to come back.. and I want to write..
" My life is like the way I wanted it to be. "